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sabato, ottobre 21, 2006
the dam has burst
hey folks, been a loong time since i last popped by, being too caught up in the workings of this world.
and so everything has come to naught, bursting spectacularly into flames. or so i tend to dramatize. been horribly emotional turbulent these days, crying over the silliest of things. tired. despondaent. drained. jaded. it's the time of the month yes, but i guess i'd attribute everything else to the pressures of school-life. reallyreallyreally cant wait for the holidays to come, to let me gain some sense of normalcy.
and i've fallen ill, from the accumulated lack of sleep, fretting about assignments quizzes and projects... i don't know how/when/why i've became so uptight as such. the worse thing is the more i resist, the more i procrastinate and the whole evil cycle starts again.
and i guess i miss the company, the familiarity of friends once surrounding me. these days i find it hard-pressed to meet up with anyone at all. Or maybe i've been so lousy at managing my life and time that everything has turned around and bitten me, hard.
Gemstar blogged on 10/21/2006 05:37:00 PM
